i literally want to kill myself 95% of the time now

nothing irritates me more when guys are like “i don’t get why girls wear makeup and stuff they look better without it” while their like trying to fucking get with a girl who is like ALWAYS wearing makeup wherever she goes. and then there the other girls who feel the need to judge other girls when wearing makeup. i wear makeup cause i don’t feel comfortable without it on in public places(school mostly) but then everyone always questions why some girls wear makeup. BECAUSE FUCKING SOCIETY MAKES FUN OF US and puts us in shame if we don’t look good like sorry we’re not all as perfect as people without makeup. i know i’m not the only one who thinks this way.